GoodGoneBad - Loves Chaos
I watched him pull into my driveway, butterflies in my stomach and memories of us running through my mind. I was overwhelmed. He was coming over to stay the weekend with since he was in town. I had been waiting a very long time for something like this to happen. It seems to me that everything was in place, everything was right, and I loved it. So as his car pulled up, I slid on some slippers and ran outside to his car! As I ran to the car he got out the car, and looked at me like I was crazy and said ” what the fuck you doing kirk?” That was his nickname for me and I called him spec. So I approached him with a huge smile on my face so much that all my teeth were showing. I then reached out and hugged him, then he began to kiss me and picked me up and sat me on the hood of his car. Things were beginning to get hot I pushed him off and suggested we go inside. As we walked inside of the house he sat his shit down in my room, while I was freshening up in the bathroom. I heard him call my name then I heard footsteps coming toward the bathroom. I was half naked and he walked his happy ass in anyways. He grabbed my ass, as I felt on his body and played in his dreads. I loved dread heads so much. He made me feel like I was in his heart. Soon as It started feeling good, in the midst of a banging make out session, with my legs wrapped around his waist while sitting on the bathroom sink„ his phone vibrates! Multiple text messages came in back to back. I could ignore the first three vibrates afterwhile I got pissed off. I pushed him off of me and told him to respond to his messages as I stormed out the bathroom, he tried to grab me back and I jerked away! This made him furious he slammed me against the refrigerator, and said I’m tired of you shit bae! You know I love you I don’t even know why you trip. Like I fucks with other people but you the one bae. Now bring dat ass over here and let me show you how much I missed you. I said you better jump in the shower before we do anything. He said you think I’m dirty or something? I said no, but you just need to take a shower! Ok you gone shower with me? At this point he was in nothing but boxers, and his dick was half erect. So I jumped my happy ass in the shower! The water was hot, and the bathroom began to fill with steam. His dreads were tied up in a bun, and his dick was rubbing against my ass! Oooo it felt so damn good, so I decided to go to work on it ……. I was sucking that shit good! I made him feel at home. I wanted him to know he belonged to me. I went on about 15 minutes then he called me kesha, I paused and waited to see if he was going to say it again! He said nothing. He just gave me the look to resume. I told him if I was to continue he was gone have to eat …… he said okay kesha! So I pushed his ass out of the shower, he fell and hit his head on the toilet. I immediately started to panic. He was unconscious, and I was so scared. I picked him up to move him out the bathroom and into my bedroom, and I realized his head was dripping blood. I didn’t want to call 911, I didn’t want to call our parents because we weren’t even supposed to be together. I was fucked. So as I lay him on the bed, I ran out the house to try and get some medical help. But I needed a story to frame. So I walked back into the house, up the stairs and into my room, to find my brother on the phone with the police. Within in 20 minutes the police and ambulance were at my house. I couldn’t stand to see the one I loved, hurt or even dead. The police began questioning me, but I could not focus because my mind was on him. That was the day I saw my life flash before my eyes. All my dreams, and plans of success were over because I murdered my boyfriend. I told the police he was my boyfriend and that we were in the shower, and he slipped after I pushed him off me. But when the police shared my testimony with my boyfriends family and friends they called me a liar! Although his mother already knew we were together because she has met me on several occasions. At this point I was done.